What Ever............

The day i thought a mother forgot about her child at the store.A few weeks ago i didnt wont to go to the store with my mother but i went anyways, so i could begg her for what ever i could get my hands on. But i stayed in the car and all of a sudden a little girl walked up and started to wipe the tears off her facewhile knocking on my mothers car door( i guess she thought i was in her mothers car).And all i could do was look, so i asked her like where did you just come from.So i took her in the store,but lukaly her mother was right next to me and she took her out of my hands and told her not to ever walk away from the cart again.

I HAD THE WORST DAY EVER?

I AWOKE TO SCREAMS AND PEOPLE PUSHING ME.ON MAY 12TH 2008 THAT WAS THE WORST DAY EVERY FOR ME LET ME TELL YOU NEVER GET YOUR FAMILY TOGETHER TO DO NOTHING UNLESS IT CELEBRATES SOMETHING WORTH BEING CELEBRATED.IT WAS MY LITTLE COUSINS B-DAY AND I HAD WONTED THE PARTY TO BE AT MY HOUSE BECAUS ESHE WAS TURNING 3.AND I LOVED HER SO MUCH I TOOK IT APONE MYSELF TO INVITE HER FATHER WHO SHE LOVES SO MUCH.BUT I DIDNT KNOW THAT HE WA SGOING TO BRING HIS NEW (BOO) WHO WAS MY COUSINS ENEMY ,WHICH WHO WAS MY LITTLE COUSINS MOTHER. BUT A FOUGHT BROKE LOOSE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT WHEN I AHD DECIDED TO PUT THE KIDS TO BE NA D GO TO SLEEP MYSELF.AND THEY STARTED DRINKING AS USUAL .AND IT WAS A SHE BUMPED IN TO HER AND SHE SNAPPED KIND OF THING WHICH PROBALY DIDNT EVEN HAPPEN. BUT I ENDED UP PUTTING BOTH OF THEM OUT.

IF I WAS FIVE YEARS OLDER I WOULD..........

Last night i dreamed the coolest thing ever.I was five years older and was in my Senior year in college and i had my own apartment near home, but even closer to school.In this dream i was working at an realestate company and was learning so much more than i anyone else in my college class of about 200.I was living with a roommate which was my cousin, she was just there to help me pay my rent because we lived in an expensive condo.Every month my mother gave me the money to pay my half of the rent,and my father gave me other money to pay for food and clothes.My father bought me a guard dog for my condo because he didn't trust anyone.And then i awoke to a strange voice.

~The Most Spectacular Place in Chicago~

I had the best time of my life at navy pier winter wonderland.I had the chance to have fun with my family and see how fun navy pier really is.Navy pier is a place where the food is so good it makes you wont to come back again and again.The games are so fun any one can play games at navy pier kids, youngsters, and grown ups or those who think they are grown.At navy pier the rides are so fun and its really an excellent experience for people young and old.Me and my little sisters even saw Santa Claus(lol) they were so happy to be there and they still thank my mother 2 this day for the most spectacular day of there life.

~what i wouldn't give for this moment~

Once upon a time i was riding in my(2009) hummer h3t, on mothers day.My car was packed with my mother and my brother Elijah's girlfriend Ashley's (mother) and all of there kids.We were going to the movies and out to eat,but they didn't know anything about this particular outing.And we happened to pass the bank so i said"why don't i go in and get a couple of hundreds so we can go shoe shoppin first for them".But we didn't really find any cute shoes at (DTLR) to go with there spray painted shirts that we had bought them for mothers day in Rosalynd.So we searched near and far but we just couldn't find any brown Nike's,i was so frustrated i didn't know what to do.but then the unthinkable happened (my truck ran out of gas in front of MC Donald's) i was so peed off.but we were so hungry and my mother said (why don't we eat at MC Donald's) so we went in and ordered our food and then we just started having fun all of a sudden.that was the most incredible day of my life.

~12-2-08~

I GOT THE COOLEST COAT I HAD EVER GOT,AND I GOT IT YESTERDAY THANKS TO MY WONDERFUL (MOTHER).ON THE FIRST TUESDAY IN DECEMBER I WENT SHOPPING FOR A COAT.BUT THE PRICES WERE RIDICULOUS WHERE I HAD WENT , SO I KEPT ON LOOKING.I REALLY WONT THIS APPLE BOTTOM P.COAT BUT IT WAS OVER A HUNDRED AND THIRTY DOLLARS AND MY MOTHER IS THE TYPE OF WOMAN THAT CAN GET IT BUT WONT. SO I CONTINUED TO LOOK, I SEARCHED NEAR AND FAR BUT JUST COULDN'T FIND THE RIGHT COAT. BUT THEN I REMEMBERED WHERE THIS GIRL TOLD ME SHE GOT HER'S FROM,SO WE WENT THEIR AND ME AND BOTH OF MY LIL SISTERS FOUND THESE AWESOME COATS.

~12-1-08~THE BRAVEST THING I'VE EVER DONE~

ON THIS DAY IN 1955,ROSA PARKS REFUSED TO GIVE UP HER SEAT TO A WHITE MAN.THIS WAS A BRAVE ACTION BY PARKS.BUT SHE ISN'T THE ONLY PERSON THAT HAS EVER DONE A BRAVE THING, TAKE ME FOR AN EXAMPLE. WHEN I GOT MY ANNUAL SHOTS AND I KNOW IT'S ALLOT OF PEOPLE WHO DON'T LIKE TAKING SHOTS,AND I'M ONE OF THEM.BUT THAT DAY THE DOCTOR HAD TO GIVE THEM TO ME OR I COULDN'T GO BACK TO SCHOOL ,SO I HELD MY MOTHER WITH ALL MY MIGHT AND GOT MY SHOTS.AND I USUALLY BE SO AFRAID THAT I GIVE THE DOCTOR A HARD TIME BUT I REALIZED THAT IT WASN'T MADE UP TO BE AS BAD AS IT SEEMED.

~what is your favorite subject?

1.what is your favorite subject?
science
2.what color are your socks right now?
green,black,red,and purple
3.what was the last thing you ate?
a strawberry frootie
4.can you drive?
no
5.if you were a crayon what color would you be and why?
i would be brown because thats my favorite color
6.the last person you spoke to on the phone?
my cuzin jawanda
7.what is your favorite candy?
blue now and laters
8.favorite drink?
blue 50 cents juice
9.what your favorite sport to watch?
basketball
10.have you ever dyed your hair?
yes
11.pets?
2 dogs,1cat,and an turtle
12.favorite food?
pizza and chichen
13.what was the last movie you watched?
repo
14.what do you da to vent anger?
cry and throw things
15.what was you favorite toy as an child?
this doll that use to suck her thumb just like me
16.what is your favorite season fall or spring?
spring
17.cherries or berries?
cherries
18.when was the last time you laughed?
5 seconds ago
19.what did you da last night?
watch t.v.
20.favorite smells?
baby lotion and powder
21.what inspires you?
my mother, family and friends

~IN THE MORNING AT MY HOUSE I JUST WISH I HAD MY OWN BATHROOM~

LOTS OF PEOPLE ASK ME WHAT GOES ON IN MY HOUSE IN THE MORNING AND HOW DO WE GET DRESSED IN THE MORNIN,AND I TELL THEM ALL I CAN SAY IS "FIRST COME FIRST SERVED".EVERY MORNING WE HAVE TO WAKE UP ATLEAST 1HOUR BEFORE ITS OUR TIME BECAUSE THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE WE ONLY HAVE A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF TIME IN THE BATHROOM,ND ITS EVENT THE SAME WITH BREAKFAST SOMETIMES.

~MY MAIN GOAL FOR 2ND QUARTER~

I HAVE MANY GOALS FOR 2ND QUARTER BUT MY MAIN GOAL IS TO DO ALL MY WORK.I PICKED DOING ALLL MY WORK AS MY MAIN GAOL BECAUSE I REALLY DIDNT DO MY WORK FIRST QUARTER.BUT I THINK IT WILL BE HYARD BECAUSE OF MY ATENDENCE AND MY LACK OF ASKING THE TEACHER WHERE MY WORK IS.

Umm.Yea.Well peple think they know me but they dont***

Alot of people think they know candice but i doubt it if they ever find out the real me.So since everbody thinks they know me i bet you people dont know that i'm depressed all the time.On the outside people see an outgoing,funny,smart girl but deep inside i have so many things that bother me.Every since i was about 4 or 5 my life has been nothing but ups and downs one afther another.And i am just fed up but aint nothing i can do about this because its apart of life,well atleast mine.But sometimes its just to much i just feel like leaving and never coming back but i love some of my family to much to leave.So i just deal with it.

uhh let me tell you tha worst thing a mother could to to her child ......

The worst thing a mother can do to her child is put a man before her child.And i say this because i know some people that mother has done this before,and they were so hurt by this.But the thing about this is most of the time most moms dont see how this is huting there child.And it hurts the child because the child barely sees there mom sometimes because she might always be going to see the man or sometimes the man beats on the woman and her kids.and i've seen to many women regreting how they've treated there child because if they dont get attention at home they are goin to find it one way.And thats the worst thig a mother could do to her child......

r.i.p mama

yea i lost my 2nd mother on monday 9-22-08
but it's cool we still got 1 and i love all 4 of my sisters
now and all 3 of my brothers and things happen for a reason
but everything will be alright mama will make sure of it.............


love you all

THE THINGS THAT BLOW ME

I AM A VERY PICKY PERSON SO MANY THINGS GET ON MY NERVES.I HATE TELLING MY BUSSINESS BUT WHEN LIL KIDS DONT LISTEN NA D PEOPLE POP GUM I GET REAL IRRITATED.BECAUSE HOW CAN YOU HAVE A CHILD AND DONT TEACH THEM ANY MANNERS OR TO LISTEN TO SOMEONE OR EVEN YOU.AND HOW CAN YOU CHEW GUM AND NOT KNOW YOUR SMACKING IT AND GETTING ON PEOPLES NERVES. AND NOW I'M FED UP THATS WHY I WONT TO TELL YOU ABOUT THE THINGS THAT BLOW ME.







I NEVER KNEW THAT WATCHING YOUR LIL COUSIN WOULD MAKE YOU NEVER WONT TO WATCH ANYONES ELSE CHILD AGAIN.BUT I WAS BEING NICE AND WATCHED MY COUSIN ASHELY'S SON LEO.AND I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT IF HE DIDNT LISETN TO HER WHEN SHE WAS THERE THAT HE WOULDENT LISTEN TO ME.BUT ME KNOWIN NO MATTER WHAT I WONTED THAT MONEY SO I DIDNT PAY ANY ATTENTION.AND WHEN SHE LEFT HE THOUGHT IT WAS SWEET AND TRIED TO GO OUTSIDE AT 11:30 AT NIGHT.BUT I STOPPED HIM AND HE WAS SO MAD BUT I DIDNT CARE,H CRIED AND THREW THINGS BUT THAT DIDNT MATTER TO ME I WAS JUST WAITTING FOR HIM TO TIRE HIMSELF SO I COULD WASH HIM UP AND PUT HIM IN THE BED.BU HE GOT 2 LOUD AND MADE ME MAD SO I CALLED HIS MOM BUT HE WOULD'T EVEN LISTEN TO HER,SO HE CRIED FOR 30 MORE MINUTES AND HE FINALLY JUST WENT TO SLEEP.AND THAT NIGHT I LEARNED A VALIABLE LESSON TO NEVER WATCH ANYONE ELSES KIDS ANYMORE UNLESS THEY ARE TRAINED.


AND SINCE I AM BRINGING BACK THINGS THAT BLOW ME,ONE DAY I WAS WALKING TO THE STORE WITH MY BESTFRIEND AND I REMMBERED THAT SHE HAD SOME GUM.SO I ASKED HER FOR A PIECE NOT REMEMBERING THAT SHE SMACK WHEN SHE CHEW GUM.SO SHE GAVE GAVE ME SOME AND ATE SOME HER SELF.TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT SHE STARTED SMAKING LOUD, I WAS SO MAD BUT I DIDNT SAY ANY THIN BECAUSE I KNEW THAT SHE WAS GOIN TO START DOING THAT.


AND EVEN THOUGH THESE THINGS BLOW ME I'VE LEARNT JUST NOT TO SAY SOMETHING BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE ARE GOING TO DO WHAT THEY WONT TO DO,HABBIT OR NOT.