Umm.Yea.Well peple think they know me but they dont***

Alot of people think they know candice but i doubt it if they ever find out the real me.So since everbody thinks they know me i bet you people dont know that i'm depressed all the time.On the outside people see an outgoing,funny,smart girl but deep inside i have so many things that bother me.Every since i was about 4 or 5 my life has been nothing but ups and downs one afther another.And i am just fed up but aint nothing i can do about this because its apart of life,well atleast mine.But sometimes its just to much i just feel like leaving and never coming back but i love some of my family to much to leave.So i just deal with it.